Monday Blues...
Gee.. Everything on my mind today was about band, don't know what've been going on.. Well.. today wasnt great cos there are lots of things making me feel emo & sad all of a sudden.

The first thought on my head is Xin Ni next.. Dai Ling.. Well the usual has been going on.. Xin Ni ask for patch, Dai Ling telling me she still got feelings for me, everything seems so weird.. I cant describe this feeling.

To top it all, G seems to think I should patch with A. The reason being he dont like to see my other friend, M stealing A. I'm like.. wtf.. You siao ah, we already break what, she has the freedom to engage with anyone she likes.

All this lovey dovey stuffs.. Eeeew *goosebumps*

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Band practice today stinks, mainly cos a junior seems to be transforming into nightmare, Valerie. But I don't bear any grudges, I simply can't, not sure why & how.

One embarassing thing was sending the wrong sms to Poh Chin.. OMG, no place to hide my face liao. ZzZzZ..

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Well, tomorrow's SYF. No matter what, I still love Bartley Military Band. BMB has changed alot, slacked alot and the standard has dropped tremendously but it is my band. Gonna do my best for her tomorrow.

I'm gonna play my best for, I dont wanna ever have to regret about this year's syf.

Guys, if you're reading this, do not wish me anymore luck. I WILL do my best.